last post was may 11, 2010. woaah.. that means i'm too busy on work and something else. wtf.
i have so many things to blog on my mind but I can't put into writing. i'm fighting stress and feel depression sometimes, which I don't know why. My family is here with me but I can't describe sometimes things that I want to do. I'm too cautious about our future, but I'll be back sometime to do what I really like. needs more time.